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Sunday, October 29, 2006

heylo.
as you can see,
im back here BLOGGING.
ya, only for one reason.
im SUPER BORED.
and theres quite some things that i wish to RANT and VENT out.
havent been blogging for half a month.
kinda sian-ed abt it la.
haha. whatever. okayys. lets get down to business ppl. XD

firstly, i shall state why im so super bored.
thankyou.
1. my sms has bao-ed and i cant really sms dat much.
2. no one really smses me. yeaps. so pathetic.
3. i haf nothing to do. (duh)
4. i lazy to do anything. (aww)
5. i dunno wad to do. (-.-)
6. i dunno why im bored too. (bleaghs)

someone save me please.
lol.
i shall start watching all the serials tonight.
starting with goong, then magicians of love
and maybe devil beside you AGAIN.
i watched dat show for lyk dunno how many times le la.
haix.
i must be really bored to do dat.

anyway, ytd was 281006.
ya.
wasnt really very great or wad la.
IT WAS STUPID AND EXASPERATING.
dunno why too.
ya.
i think im thinking too much into it.
you haf ur life too.
but i seriously, exasperatingly, extremely, superly
just cant stand that lack of communication.
I FEEL SO CHILDISH right at this moment. :)
yupp.
but lyk whatever la.
i doubt anyone will be reading this post anyway.
muahaha.
and when will i ever get my ring la.
bleaghs.
lol. its supposed to be a secret.
how come i know abt it?
coz im super duper clever,
and your birthday present.
it shall be disposed off properly if not claimed within 1 week.
ya.

crap topic no.2
i dunno.
hmmm.
lets get random. :)
school ended.
its the end of 1E 2006.
am i happy or am i sad?
actually, im not sure la.
didn feel anything on 261006.
simply: orh school end le ar? okay lor.
i think this hols is gonna be baddd.
no money.
lots of hw.
predicted tons of training.

ANYWAY. great news. im gg out with amandyyy!
lol.with no moneyat all.
lol.so pro seh?
shall get some money from mummy.
prvoided she wanna gimme la.

okayys...dunwan crap le...buhbye... XD

& our love goes round and round;
7:34 PM


heylo.
as you can see,
im back here BLOGGING.
ya, only for one reason.
im SUPER BORED.
and theres quite some things that i wish to RANT and VENT out.
havent been blogging for half a month.
kinda sian-ed abt it la.
haha. whatever. okayys. lets get down to business ppl. XD

firstly, i shall state why im so super bored.
thankyou.
1. my sms has bao-ed and i cant really sms dat much.
2. no one really smses me. yeaps. so pathetic.
3. i haf nothing to do. (duh)
4. i lazy to do anything. (aww)
5. i dunno wad to do. (-.-)
6. i dunno why im bored too. (bleaghs)

someone save me please.
lol.
i shall start watching all the serials tonight.
starting with goong, then magicians of love
and maybe devil beside you AGAIN.
i watched dat show for lyk dunno how many times le la.
haix.
i must be really bored to do dat.

anyway, ytd was 281006.
ya.
wasnt really very great or wad la.
IT WAS STUPID AND EXASPERATING.
dunno why too.
ya.
i think im thinking too much into it.
you haf ur life too.
but i seriously, exasperatingly, extremely, superly
just cant stand that lack of communication.
I FEEL SO CHILDISH right at this moment. :)
yupp.
but lyk whatever la.
i doubt anyone will be reading this post anyway.
muahaha.
and when will i ever get my ring la.
bleaghs.
lol. its supposed to be a secret.
how come i know abt it?
coz im super duper clever,
and your birthday present.
it shall be disposed off properly if not claimed within 1 week.
ya.

crap topic no.2
i dunno.
hmmm.
lets get random. :)
school ended.
its the end of 1E 2006.
am i happy or am i sad?
actually, im not sure la.
didn feel anything on 261006.
simply: orh school end le ar? okay lor.
i think this hols is gonna be baddd.
no money.
lots of hw.
predicted tons of training.

ANYWAY. great news. im gg out with amandyyy!
lol.with no moneyat all.
lol.so pro seh?
shall get some money from mummy.
prvoided she wanna gimme la.

okayys...dunwan crap le...buhbye... XD

& our love goes round and round;
7:34 PM


Saturday, October 14, 2006

haix haix...im so boredd... ><

i feel lyk cutting my hair again...its getting longg...not used to long hair anymore...loll...i shall....maybe cut till cannot tie bun...ohyeas...great idea..maybe end of month...yupyupp... XDD and i shall continue saving monaye...saved 10 bucks this week and last week too...wad an achievement la...wif only $20 to survive 5 days...i actually had 10 bucks extra...loll...imma genius...haha...but im still getting fat...awww...maybe i should go jogging everyday aye?yea...i think its a great idea...haha...ask joce to go too...i bet she will be dam interested la...haha...re-run 2.4 at ECP....loll...im missing de beaches...very long nv go there play le...last time was on alv's bday i think...haha....hmmms...we should organise a trip to de beach...loll...im so lame larrs... XD haha...but whatever...ITS MY LIFE...i do wad i freakin want....lalala...haixhaix...IM BORED....someone save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... ><

things i have to do by next week:
1.change passport photo...
2.pack luggage for holiday...
3.PROPOSAL.... ><
4.think of ideas for proposal...
5.die while thinking of those ideas..

awws...i think i will be half dead by friday la...i wun be able to enjoy cameron i guess...maybe i shall tell mommaye dat i dunwanna go... ((: great idea...then i'll be freeeeeeeeee!!! XD haha...lyk she will let me la...anyway...i wanna shop in KL lorrs....my bag, my shoes, my clothes and many many more stuffs....ohyeas...but come to think of it...maybe it will be bored la...de 7 hrs car ride to cameron.............ohmy...bored lyk shit...den still haf to stay there till sunday before gg to KL....haix...why cant we juz go to KL frm fri to tues?its so much better la...and ENRICHING...haha...loll...anyways i still dunno if its until monday or tuesday...loll...mommaye is also confused...haha...whatever it is...im so looking forward to shopping la... XDDD

okkay...i think i crapp enough le...haha...byyes...dun miss me too much worrs... XDD

& our love goes round and round;
7:47 PM


lalala...so long din post le...haha...lol...was too lazy to post...yea...anyways...exams over le...ya i noe very lag but hu cares...lol...hmmmm...im bored... :(( haix...anyways..im gg back to help in de etrepreneur fair...wakaka...den hy say maybe hafing a alumni booth...haha...27 oct gonna haf meeting...and i wan our chalet larrs...everybody lyk duncare liddat lorrs... >< nvm...dun haf jiu suan le...hmphs...can savemonaye...yea...haixxxx...whatever la...i give up manss...hu cares lorr...lol....

oh yarrs...i'll be gg to cameron and KL form 20th-24th oct...haha...lol...dunnid go sch for 2 days... XDD hope dun take results on that days...lol... XD

okayys...im extremely bored now...shall go back to slumberland... ^^

& our love goes round and round;
10:10 AM


Friday, September 22, 2006

Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: Talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to knowhow I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me.
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell.
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her that daily.
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy.
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know.
Girl: Because, who wouldn'tlike you.
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.

LOL...merry-go-round love......similar to my favourite essay in de feiying bookie...QUE XI DE XING FU.....haha...i think the gal is abit slow la...this conversation seems abit wierd...THE LOVE OF 2 RETARDS? LOL...no offence... XD

im feeling wierd today...dunno y oso...bleghs...had to fall-in after schl tdy...so obvious wad we were gna get la...but i feel dat it was wrong on our part too ba...we shouldn haf made so much noise in hq...yea...i noe i haf no right to say this la..but its wad i feel only...no offence... XD pumping position in parade square at 1.40pm(?) wasnt really wad i expected la...ground was very hot... yups...but i think we deserved it ba...maybe not all but at least some??r we a good or lan batch neh?i oso dunno lor...i dun think im in de position to comment ba...haixish...we should buck up...PROVE TO DE PPL WE CAN DO IT!!yea baby!LOL...



& our love goes round and round;
8:32 PM


Saturday, September 16, 2006

haixish...KOTO was a total flop la...i counted le...de most only get 30...not even 80% la...sure die de... >< but nvmla...i think most of us wun do well...haha...but i did revise la!!!i woke up at 6am dis morning to rvise lor...haixish...but they come out funney funney question...wad chairman wad proficiency badge...haix...sure diediedie de...shall revise harder for de retest!!!!gambatehhhhhhhhhh!!!

& our love goes round and round;
8:23 PM


Thursday, September 14, 2006

LOL...just realised dat i din post for one whole week... timepasses so fast aye...wahaha...tmr last cca before EOYs...so sad wor...haha... XD a great achievement today: finished doing my uni and boots before 0700hrs...heehee...usually start doing at 0700hrs den today finish at 0700hrs...wahaha...GREAT big achievement aye... XD haha...LAME.... anyway...gt back my chem test results...did quite well...21.5/25...a1!!!!haha...my first a1 for sci in lyk thousands of yrs... XD lala...i would lyk to thank me, myself and me alone for working so hard for this test...haha...i would oso lyk to thank that funny funny hand of urs which made me rmb the content of de notes...heehee love ya... lol...chem is actually not really very difficult la...juz nid to understand de concepts...den evrything wll come naturally i guess??wahaha...ok...i think i shall go start revising for KOTO...yea...im gonna die la...haven even started reading yet... >< howhow?? nvm...better late de never...i will NOT allow myself to fail this KNOWLEDGE OF THE ST JOHNS ORDER!!! never ever...i will kill myself if i fail la... 3options: slashing, inhaling or jumping...hmms...slashing is gross...imagine ur blood dripping.......and imagine u need to DRIP out 1.5litres of blood before u die...aww....nono...not gonna die lyk dat...inhaling ain't a good choice either...u haf to lyk breathe in smelly gas before u die...so cruel...cant even enjoy a PEACEFUL death...haha...i guess jumping is de best la...no time to regret...dead right at de point when u hit ground...yea...maybe i shall die lyk dat next time...when im all depressed and stressed up...and when de world seems lyk a stranger...when no one cares about me...when no one loves me...when everyone breaks their own promise...yeaps...dats when i shall jmp...hmm...wad a good plan aye...wahaha...

& our love goes round and round;
8:19 PM


Thursday, September 07, 2006

haven been posting for a few days aye?yea...not in de mood to blog...haha...too lazy... =X lol...almost finished all my hol hw...left sci and chi...first time so guai...haha...anyway...tmr gg out with alv and de tohers...yayness!!gg cineleisure fro movie and shopping...take neos too!!!definitely muz la...de neo dere is great... XD and we r wtaching devil wears prada...blehs...wanted forbidden de la...haixish...but de boys dunwan...so nvm lor...dun think i will haf monaye to shop sia...howhow?haha...lol...at least i duneed to pay for de movie tickets... :)) but i really still carn get over dat freaking shock dat he will pay for me lorrrrrr...LOL...he liang xin fa xian le...accordiing to sy and amanda... ^^ scared tmr will be disastrous sia...at first tot loong not gg de lor...den can save unnessecary trouble...but in de end he still gg...haixish...de worlds top no 1 disaster...even worse den de tsunami...ITS A CALAMITY!!!ahhhhhhhhhh!!1run for ur livessssssssssssssss....lol...im drama...haha...anyway...i dun feel lyk posting le...
BYEBYE!!! XD

& our love goes round and round;
12:19 AM


Saturday, September 02, 2006

blehs...extremely bored...EXTREMELY BORED....tired of that iple of stupid hw la...blehs...wad kind of holiday is dis manzzz... ><>< lol...im gg to joce house on monday!!! haha...again...but i dun think i will be swiming ba... so sad aye... haixish...i seriously should try to tan abit la... at least a bit lor... and i feel lyk piercing my 2nd earhole...hee...ask my mummy for monaye...haha...my holiday is lyk almost full...i think...hw and revision and jab and gg out...no time to rest...and sleep...sadsad....anyways....joce u r getting despo le...hahahaha..hu was de 1 hu said she din really care ar?den hu was de 1 hu asked for de conversation ar??haha... =P and...aother lame thing too..joce u r with weng...LOL...dats according to ting wei..not me okayss...and hes not weng...hes wengzer... :) ahaha...LAME.... hmm...i run out of things to type... :((( i dun wanna sleep so early!! i bet u r sleeping lyk a dead pig now la...hmphs...no surprise la...everytime oso liddat de...say wan tok but end up sleeping...toot toot...haixish...i realised dat imagination is fun...i love to imagine stuff...haha...wastes my time very efficiently...haha...and i think i cant grow anymore...howhowhow!!!! :( i think i only grew 1cm since i was p6 la...diediedie...im gonna be a shortie... i dun wanna be a shortie!!! :((


okay...how i wan a guy to propose to me.... :)
actually i oso dunno eh...haha...
okok...first de guy will come and fetch me from my house lyk any other normal date...den he will bring me to a river with many trees ard...de place muz be can see de moon very clearly de...den oso haf alot of starrs ard...den rite...i will close my eyes as he bring me towards de river...when i open my eyes i will see many many star and moon shaped candles floating on de river...de no of stars and moon candles muz represent de no of days we haf been tgt...(lame rite...haha) den when im lyk so touched and wanna cry alrdy, he will take out de preciousprecious ring and propose to me....aww...so sweet rite...liddat i sure say yes de lor...den den after i agree den all de trees will start lighting up lyk christmas trees...and dere will be de words wo ai ni and i love u...
haha...so old fashion eh...but i really cant think of a better 1..lol...lame la...

and my next birthday wish....
i wan a seriously meaningful birthday present...something lyk a modified version of my little wooden house!!!!!yea...hmmm...maybe smth lyk a...ermmssss....actually i oso dunno...haha...of coz de guy muz think himself la...muz be sincere manzzz...haha...on top of dat he muz dedicate a song to me through de radio...plus a really toucing message... :)

dream guy!!!
ermms...this post getting lame aye?haha...whatever...hu cares...
1.muz be good la...
2.cannot EVER get angry with me...only i can get angry...haha
3.MUST rmb all de impt dates lyk when we start dating...100th day...how long we date...how mny times we go out..and evrything...
4.must noe how to an wei me when im sad...
5.noe how to counsel me...coz im usually suicidal??
6.accept my friends...dun mind hanging out with them...even though its ourdate...
7.noe my every single need...i hate ppl hu dun give a dam la...
8.be there for me whenevr i need him...
9.never ever be lyk HSR...freaking asshole... =X
10.dun give promises dat he cant fulfil...
11.never ever break promises...

lol..i think dats all ba...haha...scarly scare all de guys away...lol...hu cares...i dun nid a guy to survive...I CAN SURVIVE ON MY OWN!!!

& our love goes round and round;
11:34 PM


aiyo eh...holiday start le...im so not looking forward to it la...so much hw...den so many things to do...den i still need to study!!! >< sj2 =" Hl7"><

HAIXISH...i miss my old carefree life sia...not bounded to anyone...duneed to care abt wad others say or think...haixish...maybe it was a wrong decision all along aye?wad should i do manzzzz.... :( stupid stupid me......anyway...some improvements le la...at least no more awkward silences...haha...lame la...this oso considere as improvment....i muz be a really pathetic loser... >< haixish....maybe joce is right la....it was a mistake all along? right from the very beginning....1st june 2006, 2.54pm...it could be normal...just lyk every other minute...but i willfully chose to make it the moment i regret most now la...blehs...y did i say yes laaaaaa.... ughh...ok la...i noe im being lyk very selfish and unfair to you...but its not lyk i wan to rite...i really duno wad to do mianzzz....can u teach me??? and i duno if i should believe wad u say la.... im more impt but u rmb how long u noe n lyk jh but dun rmb 8sept....asshole...de jh one is lyk thousands of days and u can count and rmb it....but u cant figure out 8sept...wad so difficult abt counting and remembering 100 pathetic days la...retarded moron...haixish...somehow feel dat im very childish la...rmb such stupid things...lyk i haf nth better to do liddat lor...blehs...y should i care if u dun la...i swear im gonna kick ur ass next time i see u if u dun figure out wad 8sept means....i really will kick ur freaking ass okay...all the way to bukit timah...and it shall land on the top of bukit timah hill and become the butt of all jokes...LOL....im lame aye? but i dun care.... XD

i really need to buck up in my studies la...my result slip is lyk only fit to be toilet paper? mostly all Bs...only one pathetic a1 and one a2 only la...blehs...i think i got more b4s den b3s la...din really bother to look at it...looking at it wun chnge de whole situation will it? its time to face reality...secondary school life ain't as easy as wad we experience in cz...its far more torturous...and difficult...maybe my 253 was purely tyco la...i din study...i was playing maple...how could i achieve so muh in that state?i really dunno mianzz..maybe i can do it..if i put in more efforts in studying...and stop comcentrating so much on this and that and this and that....juz let this and that and this and that take its natural course la....wads meant to be will be....no point getting it by force right?if fate is absent then we wun realise each others presence even when we are sitting next to each other...understand?lol...PATHETIC....i guess im de most pathetic gal in de whole world who will never ever succeed in anything...be it this or that or this or that....and i will remain an 80 yr old retarded virgin...and if i ever become a teacher, i will be an 80 yr old menopaused witch dat all my students will hate...a teacher whom they will curse and swear at...and spit saliva on me whenever my back i sfacing them.....scary eh?i think so too....

so who isit now?you or you...i guess its you...cant bluff myself la...its not you...its you....but im alrdy your past...so maybe i should just stick to you now?and become ur future??nah...impossible...you will eventually become lyk you...and you will hurt me...and another you will come by and start promising all those stuff...dat you wun hurt me lyk the others...and all those crap stuff? blehs...and in de end...my life will be filled with yous and promises and broken promises...and if u dig out my heart, u would see all those plasters and scars and wounds and all...those plasters almost bursting...blood yearning to be let out...pain yelling to be heard....and that big sharp knife right in the middle of my heart which nth can replace...blood flows endlessly out of it...nth can stop it...not even the plasters or stitches...it juz wun heal...yeaps...and me...drained of blood...and deaf from the endless shout of the pain.....

yea...so there u are...a descriptive and imaginative and exaggerated essay...haha...i give it 11/10!!! ahahaha.....

& our love goes round and round;
1:05 AM


Wednesday, August 30, 2006

yeaps...our school broke de world record of de LARGEST WHEEL BARROW RACE...all thnks to us...we sacrificed our hands!!!haixish....my elbow is lyk soo pain now??and i was lyk so giddy after de race la...felt lyk vomiting straight at dr boon's face la... :(( ya...and as expected, we din win anything la...only a pair of PVC gloves and a piece of cloth and a badge???yup...wadeva...after de race went to eat mac with amanda-da......hahahahaha...lol...im crazy... =P lol...and im having a headache now...either coz i slept for too long or coz of de race...gg back cz tmr...miss dat sch la...rmb those times when we stayed back till 5++???considered late back then...lol...we were so young then...still rmb we played with those smallbouncybouncy balls before supp and during breaks when we had supps...haha...so fun sia....so mny ppl running after 1 ball....lol...imagine de scene....hees...den efair....de prep was enjoyabl la...stay back to bake clay...haha...cat fights with ting wei...lol...and de day before efair..stay bak till 7++ to wrap up stuffs...and to do d banner...dam last min la...but it was still ok ba...den efair.....ermms.....haha...dun say la...lol..next is grad nite...so chiio!!!wo de di yi ci!!!!!!!!................................first time make up...haha...wad u all thinking sia...lol...anw...atmosphere damdam high la....jumpign ard all nite... ((:den nth much..but so funnn...CHALET!!funfunfun...but im lazy to tok abt it... :((( opkay...dats it...buhbye...

& our love goes round and round;
6:30 PM


Monday, August 28, 2006

HAIXISH....damdam UNLUCKY these few days la.... ><

FRIDAY:
had phobia...hmphs. margaret-jie let us off late from CD...had to rush to toilet to change into full u...left my pe tee and sch skirt in de toilet...lucky cca duneed sia...if not i die la...haixish...den rush rush...cca...wasnt really very tough at first la...squad drill for a short while...de squad 3s trained us...mini attachment i guess...coz they haf so little ppl la... total strength:12 present:4...pathetic aye?haha...they had to fallin in 1 straight line...so weird...haha...after squad drill was de games day briefing...yeaps...in my group was joelle, wanying and de rest from ncc...i think was kiameng, de 1L guy, yijun and de 1F laoda ba...blehs...den halfway through minle and a few sec 2 ncc guys joined us...haha...not as pathetic before...but the games were....ahem...camp de was nicer... =) anyway...it was lyk so fun getting wet la...imagine all de dirtydirtyickyyucky sauce on u...den got PLAIN CLEAN WATER splashed on you...shuang la...summore is coldcold de eh...imagine...in such a hothot weather with ickyyucky sauces on u....wow...sounds so great aye...lololol...im crapping...after closing parade den fallin...den.........blah blah...den went to slack awhile and changed....yea...den went to foodcourt ate and lost my wallet...nice aye...haixish...$40 la....siansss...
dun wan say le...buhbye

& our love goes round and round;
3:11 PM


Wednesday, August 23, 2006

haixish...im bored... )): lazy to blog eh...but nothing to do...nvm...i shall blog... XDD

went to buy cher day prezzies with alv ytd...spent TONS of monaye...im officially BROKE la... ><><><

today...lessons as usual...assbly was ok...after assbly had de guiness world record thingy briefing...sound so attractive la...$100 CONVERSE VOUCHER for each division's winning pair...and $200(PLUS DE $100) voucher for de overall winning pair...AND THEIR NAMES WILL BE RECORDED IN DE WORLD RECORD BOOK....so cool rite.....how nice if my name was inside de book...HUMAN WHEEL BARROW RACE...FASTEST PAIR:RENICE GOH YEE CHIEN AND AMANDA TAN HUI YAN...im gonna be famous la....haha...*im dreaming...ohyea* and and de best part is dat sch will end at 1100HRS!!!so shiok seh... XDDD after dat i think alv will be coming to my hse to deco de cher day cake ba...hope it will be edible...lolls....and im going to shop crazy if i get de voucher!!!gonna buy smth for my squad 2 darlings... XDD and maybe for my dearies too....haha...wish me luck dearies and darlings!!!u wun regret... =P

& our love goes round and round;
6:05 PM


Friday, August 18, 2006

blehs...im so tired la...had triage just now...suffered from conscious pelvis fracture...not supposed to be able to walk...but can sit up...but i said i couldnt when first aider ask me...lol...anyway...i was cradled and fore and afted...cradle attempts were proved to be unsuccessful on me... does dat mean im very heavy??? oh my god...lol...cradle halfway den become fore and aft...okay...anyway at de safety area i was lyk supposed to moan and groan and hit my wound...which is lyk dam diu lian can...haixish...yup...den i was lyk trying to break loose from the figure of 8 on my ankle there...it was so tight la...den pumped wif legs tied up so damn tightly...ok...anyway...changed position many times...yup...jiu shi zhe yang le...oya...and had triage twice...blehs...OK...DUN TALK ABOUT CCA LE!!!SO SUCK... ((:

today was very lame...normal lessons...blab blab...acc sucked especially la...de stup relief cher make us copy so much note dat he wrote on de board...den say ltr den explain...but guess wad...he was just lyk simply elaborating abt wads on de freakin board la...dats NOT explaining ok...stupid cher...hmphs...anyway i din copy most...was doing home ec la...lolls...dat cher is oso dam rigid la!!! someone in de class ask a question den he say ltr den he explain everything...walau eh...explain abit now cannot mehs...hmphs...and i seriously need to start studying for my maths test la...test coverage: SETS!!!so stupid la...its a sec 4 sub can...we are not geniuses la...we r just norm humans... hmphs...and another one is i duno wad le la...haixish...I DETERMINE TO DO WELL IN MONDAY'S TEST!!!need to make a good attempt to make up for my bad marks during de previous test...haixish...okay...i must start studyoing...de crucial moment is coming...... end yrs...haixish... :(( mUst get at least >75% wors...WORK HARD GIRL...

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8:28 PM


hellos!! im in school now... XD haha...whatever...doesnt really matter la...there are more impt things in MY LIFE....lol...so crap... =P i got back my dear dear HANDPHONE ytd...but din haf time to ANNOUNCE the GOOD NEWS...loll...false alarm la...all my pics and stuff were still inside lor...just dat all my settings return to default only...haixish...oopsaye...gort to go le...next lesson starting... ^^ buhbye!! muackies... see you ppl...


P.S. FRIDAY phobia... =(

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12:20 PM


Tuesday, August 15, 2006

haixish...MY HANDPHONE...sad case...take at least TWO DAYS eh...blehs...i miss my phone... >.< i suddenly realise that im really itchy handed?and forgetful too?i find myself freakin irritating?im irritating myself....L-A-M-E SHIT...why in de freakin hell did i fgt my pw la...stupid sia...ITCHY HANDS...and they say that all my phone memory will be erased???i was lyk wad the...can i take back my phone...lol...of course i din really do that la...haixish... )): my dear phone is lyk only 3 days old can...only 3 days out of de box and it has to go under de scary scary knife for a extreme makeover...which is lyk negative??blehs...after de op, it will fgt me completely...how sweet la...haixish....

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8:50 PM


oh my shit la...my handphone in de service centre now...so sad...hais...

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4:26 PM


Friday, August 11, 2006

blehs....i just vomited...yea...all de sarsi and water i drank just now...feel so good now...chest like loosen le...lol....whatever...not impt at all...tmr jiu shi flag day le...siannies...im gg to simei...its lyk the worst place of all???tamp at least might see ppl i noe...den marine parade got alot of rich rich de ren....hais...simei eh...blehs...whatever...

big big impt news...joce joce joce is is is jealous jealous jealous!!!so sweet rite!! i noe rite...shes lyk so cute la...haha...*hmphs!im so jealous of u* haha...i feel lyk a kind kind gal rite now...im doing my joce dar a great great big big favour mans!!!so she wun remain an ugly old virgin witch n come cling onto me for de rest of my beautiful life!!!so kind of me rite!!!awww...i noe...dunid to say it out la...haha...
kay...bye bye...

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8:26 PM


Wednesday, August 09, 2006

today was boring...yea...absolutely boring...ya...blehs...tok abit abt ytd ba...

had 2.4 run ytd...din really do very well...yea....coz i slacked at de end?? yup...so...i haf decided to do better next year...but we wun be running in ECP eh....coz we'll be doing PD....so lame...i wna run again!!!hmphs!!

den jab outing...quite fun...but i gt sunburn... >:( on my arms n my nosey n my neck!!!gosh...but luckily today my arms n nosey are ok alrdy...no more red red skin...but my neck still haf eh...its painful...aww....so pitiful eh?...haha....

we were attacked by de squad 3s(i think) when we reached de hut!!!!they used cream from choco cake la!!so disgusting...*puke* even after wash away still haf de creamy smell...yucks! ok...small n insignificent...played group games after dat...fairly ok...i got into trouble again when playing soccer...blehs...whatever...had lunch...mac...should be students meal ba...made a wrong choice by sitting at de table under a tree...there were lyk red ants dropping from de tree..lol...and everyone was screaming away...BUT i didn...haha...coz it din come near me??water games after lunch...bei bi de shou duan again...attack from de back...(lol...rhymes eh?) only my back got wet... =PPP so sorry to peiyun...hu got drenchde inside out...top to toe... =X first game was emm...concentration...got splashed thrice i think...with SEA WATER...so salty eh...captain ball next...quite fun...the funnest in fact la...very sandy lor...my whole face got sand all over...plus my hair and eyes...eew la...but was fun...played with raw chicken!!!amanda din dare to touch it?wad so wrong abt a raw chicken mans...its just a once alive thingy??blabbers....blabbers....end of outing...went to wash up...took a long long long time...sprayed alot alot alot of de xiang xiang de dong dong...washed my hands many many times...but still have de chickeny smell lingering on my body la!!! lol...went to mac slack awhile...den tried to find our way out to a bus stop to amanda de house...but in de end din go coz shiyuan couldn make it...so blab blab blab...decided to take bus to bedok interchnge...and go home from there...but halfway sy say wan go bak sch to take her books....so...there we went....de security guard was so naggy la...make it fast make it fast...walau...punch him in de face ah...lol... =XX took mrt home... had a long long shower to wash of ALL the sand and chickeny smell...den ate dinner...den lay in bed for a long long time...thinking n smsing n slacking....multi tasking u noe... =D den fell aslp....oinked until 10++ dis morn..woken up by a stupid sms... aiya dun say le la...say alrdy den so agitated...blehs...den normal stuffs....blah blah...


CONCLUSION: YTD WAS FUN.
TODAYWAS BORING.
I ROCK.
YOU SUCK.

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5:20 PM


Saturday, August 05, 2006

im paralysed.muscle aching lyk hell...did obstacle course ytd during cca...had to frogjump from de concourse all de way to infront off indoor stadium and fall in...quite tough la...ya...had to become casualty coz leg was very very pain...den rest awhile den get down do frogjump again...after fall in rest awhile...den carry on to new parade square...halfway become casualty again...den rest finich carry on....quite tough but can endure la...din report sick at all...yea!my record so clean...lol...den when reach parade square we rest awhile den fall in again...my kneecap dere was lyk so ruan la...den cant walk very properly...during fall in lyk wan fall down liddat lor...but i still din report sick...coz i still can take it...ya...den changing parade...shelley and shiyuan helped me climb up de stairs coz my legs too ruan le...den tried to chiong to toilet...den chnge chnge den go help ppl...den blab blab...fall in again...den gt ready for closing parade...ya...after dat when trying to move de things to canteen my leg become very ruan...so johanna bring me go sit at de bench there n use deep heat help me massage....tyty!!!ya...for quite a long time too...aww...i love sq3!!haha...den meet ic den they toktok awhile...den dismiss...go chnge...slack in sch awhile...leave sch at ard 7++ ba...den reach home at almost 8...ya...den so dam tired...sit rite infront of de com cnnt move le...hais...tough tough life...but i shall not report sick at any point of time unless i really cant take it...muz not spoil my clean record of not reporting sick since de day i join jab... XDD

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5:23 PM


Tuesday, August 01, 2006

hmmm...today was fairly ok....TRAINING juz now...walau dam pissed wif somebody la...wad dis person de nu ren...freako...effer...hmph...im not la...make me sound lyk a slut lor...blehs...whatever...actually i haf nth to say about today...training was as sian as usual la...needless to say lor...everytime de same old things....hais....boring...)): buhbye...im gonna rot to death...aww dun be sad ppl...((;

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6:43 PM


Monday, July 31, 2006

helloooooooo ppl...niceeee niceee day today...went to rach de house early in de morning..den play uno den go swimming....den we showered tgt!!! lol...im so bian tai...haha...BUT...we got wear things la...got wear swimming costume...lol...we were literally showering... but practically,we were playing wif water n wetting rachel's parents toilet...hees...so sorry mr n mrs yeo...we extend our utmost apologies... XD we played for a long long time...so fun to scream n splash each other in de loo...haha...rach looked so sexy....whooooo....nan guai b***n hui xi huan wor...lol...=X den after dat went down to eat lunch...i ate 3 plates of fried rice i think...gosh...was so hungry la...swim n scream n duno what other crap stuff we did la...ya...decided to go century square to take neo...yup...century square de print club is so much better den pretty in tokyo la...at least there got no time limit de...can draw all we want...aww...no wonder our neo so chio la...hee...i love today de neo most la...so colourful....den all so happy happy lyk dat...den dun haf someone come kachiao...lol...=XXX after neo den rach n joel need go home le...so we oso went home too... so sad...hais...here i m blogging...about such a nice day...lol...lame...so sad yet so nice...wad is this mianzxzxz.....

and and...i haf decided to pierce my 2nd earhole soon!!! not gonna pierce on both ears ba...maybe either on de left or right ba...yupps...n im gonna pierce 1 on my belly nex time when i grow up...and and i shall oso get a tattoo on my hip...den when wear hipster so chio!!!awwww...so nice....((:

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4:18 PM


Sunday, July 30, 2006

hmph.i hate u for not replying my sms.u always do dat la.its so irritating lor.especially when i really really wan u to reply...n when i really realy wanna noe ur reply...and cant u trust me abit more?i din even think that u will be lyk hsr la...hsr would be far worse lor...i DUN treat u lyk hsr okay...you r yourself...hsr doesnt matter anymore la....TRUST ME OKAY...and can u dun make assumptions?u wan den ask la...u assume den its not true den we quarrel...so stupid la...hmph...so pissed ><

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6:14 PM


Tuesday, July 25, 2006

blabbers.so bored today.school end so late today.den in amanda house now.blehs.bored.ya.handphone so long still so quiet.hmphs.lol.im so motivated by amanda.she so hardworking.copying notes when i slacking in front of her com screen xD lol...BORED.blehs.bye bye.

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4:34 PM


Monday, July 24, 2006

((x so long din post le...mood swing...so dun feel lyk posting...these few days were ok la...still as boring...still as stressful...but den suicidal thoughts came back again...=X bleh...stress+moody+worries=suicidal...jiu shi zhe yang le...blabbers....

saturday-
ahs 50th foubders day.boring.lyk hell.din get to watch de performances la.make us sit in de canteen so long.duno come so early for wad lor.hmph.den after dat went to east point for lunch.saw anson n vivien...lol...they were sitting near de entrance...den when saw us they lyk so paiseh liddat...haha...after dat i wanted to go peep at them...but peiyun they all stop me lor...wads wrong wif peeping at them sia...i dun see anything wrong...lol...anyway...when we eating i go question de 2 pros abt pahtuo-ing... x)) haha...they r considered as pros ba...more den 1 lehs...lol...dun wan mention hu la...muz maintain their privacy ma...haha...but i found out alot of things....ya...lyk fist dates r usually awkward...n when a boy come hold ur hand u shouldnt do anything(guess so ba...coz both of them oso din do anything...)...n its always de gal hu initiates a break...n n n....hugs r common...n ermm...still got wad nerrhhh......oyassss....actually theres nth else le...haha...next time muz ask mroe questions...gain more experience...for next time ma...haha....

sunday-
went shopping...bought a tube...duno wad colour is it called la...but quite close to skin colour...peachy peachy de...ya...den after dat come home...oink awhile...den wake up den sms sms...den sleep...

today-
high level of suicidal.ya...FRENCH sux...den in de middle of lesson my batt flat...ughhh!so boring lor...riting about crap stuffs for de rest of de lesson after my only means of communication broke down...yup...den reach home...shower den blog...haven revise for SPA yet!! lala...whatever...revise oso wun do well de...bleh...wadeva...tmr n wed so free....wed duno haf training anot...evrytime train lyk shyt....so sian...rather learn first aid lor...drill evrytime samula...blabbers...lalalala....

okay..im gg to sleep alrdy...nitey...<333

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9:38 PM


Monday, July 17, 2006

my gosh...mood swing...seriously...no.1 alert!!stressed out too much le...feel lyk breaking down le...wish i could haf a good cry...but no tears wan come out sia...)): dun feel good today...not really bu shuang...but oso not really happy...feel down...yea...dats de correct word...bleh...wheres de shoulder when i need it??)): studies stress me out...jabjab drives me crazy...us makes me frustrated...but...i dun regret choosing these 3 things...although they might be stressful,frustrating n driving me crazy, i love my decisions...((: although i experience tough times, but there r good times...n i mean quite alot....lyk when i gt back good result,lyk when we r happy together, lyk when our squad is united.ya...n lots n lots more...xDDD
my ap is getting more n more serious...i noe dat la...but really cant help it lor...i will ap when i feel lyk...esp to ppl i really dun lyk...im gonna change!!ap-ing is very bad u noe...i wan many many frens!!((: i promise i will TRY to sontrol my ap-ness...but no promises okay ppl...hope i wun NATO...lol...
and and i lost 1.5kg alrdy!! wad a big achievment eh??lol...shall carry on till i reach 39 again...=PPP another 1.5 to go!oh my!!this is gonna be my first achievement of de year!! lol...im so lag...alrdy more den half a year still haven reach my first achievement...bleh...wadeva...better late den never aye?lol...
kay...gonna start learning my ci yu for tmr de chi test...i finished reading through de cheng yu alrdy!!so efficient eh?its 9.50 now...=X

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9:02 PM


stupid day...so unhappening...it was supposed to be a goody good day...but in de end it wasnt...spent half de day in ting wei's hse...taking zilian-ed pics n other crap.blab blab blab.came home at 4++...i walked all de way home...again...as usual la...reach home den oinked until 7++...den now revising for chi tmr...bleh...im revising now....yea right...my oh my...im getting so lazy...nonono...no more being lazy!start bucking up mans...few more weeks den end yr le...my handphone lies at de finishing line...so near...but yet so far...aww!!! actually i suddenly realise smth...i go to de hello! shop to look at my handphone evrytime im in tm...lol...im crazy about dat phone la...from de moment de salesmen pulled dat phone out of his pocket...love at first sight la!!!samsung-e870...my oh my...duno y i love it so much...hheee..wadeva...

i duno wad to say about us la...too far to say anything...bleh...

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8:27 PM


lalas...im at ting wei's house now...so bored...lol...playing wif her computer de mike...so fun sia...nv played before...lol...so out seh...

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2:59 PM


Saturday, July 15, 2006

lol...finally change my skin le...spend so much time on it la...rearranging de links...typing out de profile n all...but quite fun la...heehee...actually got some cute de skin...but need edit alot...so dun wan le...LAZY...((: monday coming le...juz 1 more day!!!my god...im scared....our first time....wad if it flops leh?my gosh...but think its gonna be fun ba...but scarly it become so awkwardly quiet btw us...hais wadeva...juz uploaded some neos...some daam lao le...but anything...

damm pissed today.de neo.de extra-ness.everything u do.bleh.wadeva.shall not anger myself coz of u.so can kui.ytd they all so xin ku den i slack at home.hais.sry.

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10:44 PM













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10:30 PM


Saturday, July 08, 2006

my gawd! tmr is ncomp le... will be gg to dat guang yang pri sch to watch...so excited!! lol...dat time see them compete in zcomp lyk so pro liddat...see le dam shuang...haha...wish i could be lyk them...hee...think we should be able to see de prize giving oso ba...if de chers dun allow i smack them to kallang ah...lol...

smth amazing...u dreamt of meeee....my god....de feeling was great la...i somehow went soft when u told me dat...my goddddd!!u dreamt of meeeeeeeee! lalalalalala...<33333

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7:58 PM


Friday, July 07, 2006

ahem....when ard reading blogs...passed by some one de...u misunderstood me...de person i wanted to forgive wasnt u...((: so sorry...but anw...wadeva..

school ended early today...n i mean VERY EARLY...at 12...ya...considered dam early le lor...stayed in school for awhile...to discuss presents for de competitors...wasnt really paying attention la...crapping wif shiyuan...den in de end we left...ya...met joce on de train!!so qiao...but actually knew dat we would meet la...coz when we walking to mrt station joce said she was in paya lebar...which is lyk quite a few stops away ba...den wun be very fast de ma...so in de end she spotted us before i spotted her...lol...i look at wrong place...i was looking at de grp of tkgas ppl...i tot she was one of dem but no la...she was wif sharon...haha sharon look so studious...so guai!!lol...joce become thinner le...n oso blacker...n more les...sad case...i fgt wad we did in tm le...but i rmb we went to de hokkaido food fair!!my god...de food so atrractive la...but so ex...a bowl of la mian is $8 lor...summore is norm size...i go foodcourt eat ban mian better lor...lol...but its so so nice smell la...den after dat decided to eat sushi from ntuc...i feel dat i become cheapo le...from wad joce says..."y do u always look out for student meals?" duh...of coz eat student meals la...dats de oni priviledge of a poorpoor student ok...conclusion...im not actually a cheapo...i noe how to grab my chances...hee...after buying de sushi we walk to east link to eat....on de way eat our sushi...joce has a BIG mouth...she can stuff 1 sushi into her mouth la...bigbigfatfat mouth....i tried bt couldnt...to joce:how can u say i bluff bluff cnnt put de whole thing in la...im so innocent lor...y would i bluff u??u r my girlfriend ok...haha...ok...den at first we ate dessert in eastlink...joce ate red ruby while i ate tadpole soursop or smth liddat...de red ruby was disgusting...according to joce...n de tadpole thingy was quite nice ba...de tadpoles looked lyk SPERMS!!...lol...soursop sour meh?its juz de name la...joce eat until lyk so xin ku liddat...BE A GAL...JUZ DO IT...lol...den eat halfway joce say wan buy laksa...she ask me share wif her...i sday dun wan but she pester me lyk hell...so i payed $1 for a bowl of $3 laksa...but ended up eating more den my $1 share...lol...den after eating went back to tm...wanted to go de open plaze dere but joce dun wan...she say so kid...NO IT ISNT LA...ITS FUNFUNFUN...lol...ended up in isetan...at de neinei section...ask joce to show me wads a sports bra...coz i duno...den se brought me to adidas de shop...in de end found ourt dat i actuall noe wads a sports bra...but juz duno de name oni...lol...den after dat went to buy lollipop...de bigbig kinds...$2.50 leh....i ask joce to buy oso den she ask me buy for her... lyk %^&*#$#$...haha...in de end she payed me $1.35...lol all her small small coins...eeks...so cheapo...lol...walk walk awhile more den go home...den sleep den wake up den eat maggie mee den watch tv den now im blogging...so sian...

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8:41 PM


Monday, July 03, 2006

Girl: do ii ever cross your mind??
Boy: no
Girl: do you like me??
Boy: not really..
Girl: do you want me?
Boy: no
Girl: would you cry if I left?
Boy: no
Girl: would you live for me?
Boy: no
Girl: would you do anything for me?
Boy: no way
Girl: what would you choose: your life..or me?
Boy: my life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

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3:45 PM


Sunday, July 02, 2006

I DAMN PISSED.tvtv.dats all u care about la.hurmph.stupididiotmoronbarbarianretard.lyk i will ever believe u again.u wud rather tok to me.i wud b a 3 yr old kiddo to believe u.wadeva.i bet u r watching tv now.

okay.ytd was DISGUSTING.they fore n aft-ed(thnk its dat ba) me.for duno wad reason.oyass.de sec 3s.they shouted wad kangning shyt.den de squad hear le jiu come n try pull me there.but i din budge so they lifted me up.in de process my shirt was lyk moving higher n higher.yup.can see my belly le la!wad de.anw i screamed lyk mad.ya.i struggled lyk hell too.i was rolling ard on dat grass patch.running ard lyk a wild pig.they were trying to catch me la.a normal n sane person in de right mind wud run rite.lol.it was a ke lian sight.me being sabo-ed.no one saved me.peiyun n shiyuan went back on their words!!they said dat they will protect me de!but in de end still played a part in fore n aft-ing me.bleh.wad is dis sia.)): okay.apart from these baddy bad parts it was quite fun.we pai-ed lots of zi lian pics.quite chiio seh!but i think most of de time always de san da mei nu in front lor.hee.pai seh pai seh. :P our squad seems to only consist of nursings only.whre did all our guys go la.hais.pathetic sia.okay.im stuck.duno wad to blog about. :-* lame.
goals to achieve by tmr morning(3 july,0500hrs.)
-at least 50% of exp in maple.
-not fall aslp tonight(yea!!)
-stop being pissed wif u(coz u alrdy apologised.)
umm.nth else.muack.<33 u ppl.

I M A DARLING. <333

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10:30 PM


Thursday, June 29, 2006

im sorry ppl...im always causing touble for all of u...i really regretted wad i did ytd...im really sorry...i promise dat ill try not to ap anymore...i will ren no matter wad...i wun leave juz lyk dat...im sorry!!i feel so guilty...uall still so good 2 me after wad i did ytd...)): i wun do it again!!((:

okay...that aside....

ytd n today had jab day training...wasnt very smooth sailing...due to some reasons...yea...haishhh...ytd i felt dat our squad was hopeless le...i really dreaded jab ytd...den today i guess i was wrong...they din blame me...which i think made me feel more guilty..ya...jiu shi zhe yang le...hais...dun feel lyk doing anything now...feel dat deres a need to change my attitude...i cant always depend on my emotions...they always lead me to the wrong way...i muz learn to ren also...no matter how pissed or frigged up i m, i will ren!!!yup...and and sorry to de ppl i haf ap-ed...ya...mainly jab i thnk...but in class oso got la...but i dun really think im wrong coz de class suxxxx.... :X hee... dats abt all...i wun let my world fall apart...i will make things go right again...(((:

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6:04 PM


Friday, June 23, 2006

What's my Cinderella Story?
Someone to grant your every wish? What could possibly be better? It's not that you're high maintenance (well, OK, maybe an eensy teensy bit). It's just that life would be so fantastic if you had someone to make sure things are going your way, to tell you which outfit was cuter, or to finish sweeping out the chimney so you could go to the mall with your friends. And if she could turn regular household produce into a fancy coach to drive you there — all the better.The thing is, you know what you like and you're probably not afraid to go after it. But if you can get there faster with one swoooooosh of a magic wand, you wouldn't complain. So keep it up, Cinderella. With a little training, people will learn to see you for the princess you are. Now, get ready to smile and wave. After all, your royal subjects await.

Am I A Material Girl?
Looks like you don't possess-to-impress! You probably follow the trends and have nice things, but you don't abide by the "he who dies with the most toys wins" philosophy. You don't focus on living in luxury. Of course you do indulge yourself every once in a while. You probably pick and choose where you're going to spend your money and your energy. You might want the top-of-the-line sound system, or maybe you purchase all the breakthrough miracle skin-care products. There's nothing wrong with that! You've probably got your motivations in the right place. You don't buy brands just to show off the label or drive a convertible to insinuate that you're rolling in cash. It's easy to get caught up in our "check me out" society, but you've avoided that path. Whether you have extravagant tastes or not, your spending style is motivated by your values. So, pat yourself on the back. You're a rare and admirable breed!

Love Personality
About 6% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.Being an ESTP means that dull and predictable probably aren't words that others have ever used to describe you. More than most, you seem to thrive on unpredictability. When others are relaxing, you're usually off to your next adventure. This is simply a part of your highly energetic nature. Your type also displays a playfulness that helps you enjoy others' company -- the more, the merrier. But being social doesn't mean that you're overly dependent on the people around you. On the contrary, you're the kind of individual who balances being outgoing and independent quite nicely. Also, because you rarely get flustered, you're apt to find that people seek you out as a source of reassurance and reliability. In relationships, people are apt to be attracted to your confident, daring nature. More than most, you appear to live for the here and now and be game for most activities. This passion for living can serve as a real inspiration to others. Read more...

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9:20 PM


Wednesday, June 21, 2006

im bored bored bored bored bored...finally finished maths...but still have geog n chi... hais... bored bored bored...realised we haven really talked alot since wc started la...u r lyk so obssessed wif soccer...im not gonna bother bout u le...hmph!!i feel so lame...but wadeva...im gonna nappp...wun reply u le!!!den u noe de feeling of not getting a reply =PPP buai...

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3:58 PM


Monday, June 19, 2006

wads de fucking problem wif u ppl la... its a freaking rumour lor... u all spread until liddat veh shuang isit? its juz a fucking news started by a bitch la... after spreading de rumour still say wad shit sorry... so dam fucking sarcastic la... freak...

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6:24 PM


Sunday, June 18, 2006

okay... i havent been blogging for lyk 1 week++ le... so dam busy lor... den oso dun haf de mood to... but wadeva... this is a random post... (lyk all my other posts r not random) okay... wadeva...

FRIDAY-
went for de home nursing course AGAIN... so freakin sian la...shiyuan keep drawing on my WHITE school shoes... shit lor... smack her to kallang ah... lol... den someone say failed assessment... den veh sad... i c dat sms den stun tio la... coz i duno how to console ppl... n based on past experience... if i say"nv mind la... try harder next time k?" de other person will lyk b veh bu shuang n go say " its not u of course can say liddat la" lol... so i really duno wad to reply... den in de end i think i said never mind n duno wad blah... but it turned out fine... phew... lol... anw... dat person in bad mood so we din tok alot... ya... so de day passed lyk dat... den when we walking to lavender mrt we met O/C n gina tgt... lol... den we were lyk crowding ard them... ya... den after awhile they walk away den we oso walk behind them n follow them to de mrt... mayb coz they zuo zei xin xu, they walk right to de end of de platform... lol... den de train came... we boarded de train... actually wanted to push them tgt but got too much space le... sad... haha... den philip n rachel go take pics of them... philip took one very good one but bk go delete it lor... aiya but wadeva... they alighted at kembangan i think... den fun over le... one by one evryone alighted den left a few ppl... den in de end evryone alighted... (obviously) lol... den case closed le... go home n snore... den woke up at 9pm... eat dinner den read abit of shui hu zhuan... fell asleep again while reading it... den end of day...

SATURDAY-
as usual go for dat course... got test... blah blah blah... shyt test la... i pass all lor... still say veh hard... tok shit... but waited veh long for de practical lor... we crapped when waiting lor... din even revise... ya but wadeva... de day ended liddat lor... so sian rite... but wadeva la... at least dat freakin course over le... heh...

im a DARLING. he is a PIG.

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9:57 AM


Tuesday, June 13, 2006

so long never blog le... dun haf de mood to... wanted to blog abt camp but lazy sia... 3D2N leh... den evryone oso blogging abt dat... haiya... din do much today... juz woke up early den play maple awhile den file my nails den go back to slp again... den after dat wake up den keep all my camp stuff n wash my shoes n sandals...eew... muddy lyk hell la... after dat emm... i think i went to sleep again... den woke up at 5+ i think... den ate wanton mee for dinner... den now blogging... headache sia... think coz slp too much le... but i dun feel lyk doing hw ma... so might as well sleep... beauty enhancing sleep... haha... feel lyk gg to montip sia... i need a new wallet n transparent earsticks n bdges for my pencil case n earrings n alot more other things la...

okayy... ytd went out wif alvina... was very last minute la... she call me at late 9++ n ask me go out to watch movie den go bowling... i went to check gv for de movie times den decided to watch de 11am de... ya... so we chiong lyk siao... met alvina at de mrt track dere at 10:50... rushed to cinema den buy nachos n blah blah... we thought we wud be late la... but in de end when we go in at 11:10 rite...they still doing ad... waliao... aiya... but de show de ending is so lame lor... de boy din die... but de mummy n daddy died... ironic lor... haha my lit is pro...i can rmb de word ironic...((: after de movie den alv wanted to watch de nun... lyk wadda... 2 movies in a row... will freeze to death de u noe... haha... n i wan go bowling... so we chao awhile... den in de end go take neo den go bowling... actually wan ask dat 1A de qian bian de jia huo go bowling de... den can blanja us ma... but in de end he dun wan go le... lol... ya... our bowling sux lyk hell.. alv de highest score is 45...den mine 46... diao... den after bowling went to cs... saw hui yi in her shop... talked for some time... den went home... end of de day... hais...

THE END
P.S. im a darling... hes a pig ((:

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6:51 PM


Tuesday, June 06, 2006

so sian... dun feel lyk doing hw... duno he cm bak liao ma... haven sms me yet... mayb he cm bak le but nv sms me... haiyo... sian... joce ask me go watch dat wang shao wei thingy... she saay very funny... n he blink his eyes dat time very cute... but... i dun think so sia... i leng dao~ he was crapping in dat show... IM SO SIANN!!! tmr de tmr jiu shi camp le... scared leh... den wad if he doesnt come bak today? wad if he still doesnt come bak tml??? den hu is gna calm me down??? omg!!! how??? aiya... but i think he shud b reachin sgp tonite ba... if he doesnt den i kill him ah... haha... so violent... but my chewing gummm is still wif him... so lame... chewing gum oso care so much... -_-""" i haven go n wax my uni again sia... den i do my hw halfway den no mood le... siann... i go play maple le... time passes faster when playing maple... night will soon come... n he will soon b bak... ((:

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4:29 PM


Saturday, June 03, 2006

SIAN... this is lyk my 3rd post in a single day... im really very very very sian... just realised i slept thru de whole afternoon... ya... im so pig mans... but wad can i do la... so sian... haiyo... maple is so sian oso.. den msn no one to tok to... den sms oso no one to sms... haiyo... all my modes of connections n entertainment are malfunctioning... )): hope he come back soon!!! maybe he decides to shorten his hol n come back tmr!! omg... wouldnt dat be great mans... haha... yes... he will do dat... when the sun rises from de west... and when the seas dries up... and when theres a bridge linking from heaven to earth... yupp... to put it simply... when eternity comes... but... i will find my own entertainment okay... how can i rely on others so much la... ya lor... wad if some day we.................. omg... it will b bad... very bad... not gonna let myself sink deeper... gonna stay afloat... no matter wad... i haf learnt my lesson... i sank too deep in... i had a hard time coming back up... n im not gonna sink again... lol... sound so complicated... anw... no one needs to noe... oni me n me alone.. ((:

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7:41 PM


SIAN... nothing to do... entertainment please!!! my only entertainer go hol le... so sian... haha... y i say dat sia... lyk without dat person i will die liddat lor... see, im still alive n kicking n blogging rite.. ((: haha... oni diff is dat no one sms me in de morning to ask if i wake up alrdy anot... haha... lame la... but really wad... im getting chewing gums!!! lol... so happy for wad sia... dun think will haf time to get it frm dat person anw... ya... no one noes abt us yet... its lyk quite an accomplishment la... dat time de news spread so fast... den now... muahaha... NO ONE NOES... actually its good lor... so mny ppl noe for wad... more ppl noe= more trouble... but im really VERY sian now!!! how?? nth to do... m i gonna b bored until tues??? hais... siannies... tmr realy nth to do le... den mon haf camp rehearsal again... den mayb nidda go army market... den tues... hes back!!! ya... but nid to start packing for camp... so might not haf time to tok... so pathetic... den wed will be busier lor... last miute pack... make sure evrything is ok... den nid slp early... oso dun think will haf time to tok... den thur morning leave for camp.................. will miss u kayys!!! haha... den saturday late afternoon camp end?? den my mummy ask me go genting wif my aunt right after camp emd la... so siao lor... she say "nvm ma... thy taking de midnight bus..." i said no... yupps... after camp still ask me go genting... no way mans... im nv gonna leave my bed n my hp alone lor... 3 days n 2 nights without them le... how can i bear to leave them again??? i wun be human if i do dat ok... haha... exaggerating.... but true wad... now hes on hol... so cnnt tok... den thur i gg camp... so oso cnnt tok... so left tues n wed in btw ma... so little time... so after camp muz tok until shuang rite... haha... lol... den i still haven start my hw yet... how?? chers r lame la... hols le still give us so much hw... wad is de world turning into mans??? i lead a sad sad life... in a sad sad class... in a sad sad school... in a sad sad place... on a sad sad hill... in a sad sad town... in a sad sad island...in a sad sad continent... in a sad sad world... in a sad sad galaxy... wif a sad sad past... lol... im so pro mans... can anyone identify this poetic device??? its called... eh... i oso forgt le... but i noe its a poetic device... smth to do wif repetition... ((: spent alot of $ these few weeks la... now my pig left ard $40+ only lor... hais... but i pay for my camp stuff wif my own $$ la... shouldnt haf done dat lor... should ask from mummy... hais... i feel lyk gg on a shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... nt window shopping.. but real shopping!!!! ((: i wanna buy alot of stuffies mans...
i wan converse sneakers.
i wan wallet frm wallet shop.
i wan contact lens.
i wan a digi cam.
i wan a laptop.
i wan levi's jeans.
i wan fox skirt.
i wan shirt from a shop in bugis.
i wan flip flops from another shop in bugis.
i wan pumps from another shop in bugis.
i wan evrything dat i lyk in bugis n in orchard n evrywhre!!

hurhur... but im broke lyk mad lor... wadeva la... i aspire to fulfil all my wishes when im financially independent!!!( yea right... lyk when will dat happen... lol) i gonna buy all those nicey nicey clothes n pants n jeans n shoes n heels n earrings n bracelets n wallets n evrything!!!

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3:29 PM


feeling very bored now... no one to sms... nothing to crap about... shall upload all de pics dat i can find in my comp!! but oso very lazy la... myb ltr den do it ba...

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2:49 PM


Thursday, June 01, 2006

cant believe i haf de mood to blog mans... haha... -_-"""

juz reached home... went to tm wif shi yuan n pei yun to get some powder n oso to eat burger king... ya... we were lyk laughing more den eating lor... lol... oni today did i realise dat i could be so horny n dirty at times... ya... and... we were laughing abt jokes... ya... to be more specific... dirty jokes... umm... i duno wad to say abt myself... ya... stunned... cant believe it la... can even think crooked abt some FRENCH FRIES... omg sia... we r so creative n imaginative... hurhur... ya... den i laugh lyk siao... i found out smth... evry time i go out to eat wif shiyuan they all i always very full de lor... oso duno y... weird... den today im full... plus laugh lyk siao... which means... if u use common sense... my stomachache is doubled??? ya... jiu shi liddat ba... den juz now de hp training very slack lor... i was juz sitting there... listening to crap while waiting for some ppl to sms bak... ya... den very bu shuang lor... take so long to reply... ya wadeva... shi yuan was very lame today.... gave leng ideas for e camp performance... lol... i dun think de performance will be a success... im not lyk being spoil sport la... but we did last minute work lor... tml is rehearsal le... den oni today den decide on wad to do... den even script oso haven come out... aiya... but based on zacharias's past records.... WE CAN DO IT!!!! lol... perhaps... ((:

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7:10 PM


Wednesday, May 31, 2006

assessment was juz now... ya... things went smoothly i guess... at least for our grp ba... we were de best in foot drill!!! omggg!!! ya... den corrigan got best in first aid... ya... think is corrigan ba... green color t shirt de... and.. and... o/c said i was quite impressive!!! omg... before dat he came to ask for my name... ya... den i was lyk so scared can?? i tot i fail lor... budden shi yuan say mayb i get best in first aid... but not possible ma... he oni ask for my nme leh... den rite... when he was lyk reading out de comments... i was lyk soooo dam scared la... i was lyk pulling my face... aiya... very exaggerated actions jiu shi le la... ya... den i think its quite aa... haha... coz alot ppl look at me... when i was sitting rite at de bak... ya... lol... hmms... I NEED MORE SELF CONFIDENCE!!! can anyone help me?? pretty please... haha... oya oya... about de drilling part... de starting i alrdy stun le lor... 4gt to raise my hand... den i was lyk OMGGGGG... haha... but i think they din notice ba... (or did they?) lol wadeva ba... ASSESSMENT IS ALRDY OVER!!!! ya... so think so much abt it oso no use rite... might as well focus on other stuff... lyk de... JUNE CAMP... or... MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK... or... maybe... DE 3 BOOKS DAT I HAVEN EVEN STARTED READING.... ya... i guess dis is de busiest june holiday ever in my whole life lor... hais... den today after assessment zacharias de 3 beauties went to de army shop to buy de camp stuffies... SPENT $20 JUST ON 2 PONCHOS N 4 WHITE TEE SHIRTS LA... heartache leh... hais... but without it my whole life will b ruined... haha... (so exaggerated) but... its true ma... aiya... camp 3days er yi ma... scared wad... 1st day juz nid to do chnging parade a few times can le lor... den get scolding a few times can le lor... den get pumped a few times can le lor... ya... den midnight kana waken up to do fire drill can le lor... liddat 1 n a quarter day jiu over le... den 2nd day 6am wake up do pt can le lor... den de fun part comes... GO OUT FOR TOPO!!! haha... de day would end very fast lor... ya... den at night camp fire... den finish le den slp awhile den wake up for fire drill... den nex morning wake up for pt again... den mayb get scolded abit... den get promoted... den do some stuff... den its THE END of june camp le... so fast sia... so scared wad... theres always de good n bad side in no matter wad... juz lyk theres 2 sides to an apple or wadeva no matter how thin u cut it... wa... chimology sia... haha... ya... look on de bright side of life!!! evry cloud has a silver lining... we juz need to persevere in order to see it... evryone agree?? o yea... im so pro...

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7:31 PM


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

sian... holidays r juz so sian... evryday haf hp training... ya... dats de only activity i haf throughout de hols... excluding home nursing course, june camp, assesment, camp performance rehearsal n i think shud b nth else le ba... my whole holiday life revolves ard jab, jab, n jab... sian...

i did a really foolish thing de day b4... ya... i go scold him.. yupps... ya... den i felt lyk a barbarian.. ya... oso very absurd... after 6 mnths le den scold him... so lame la... ya... den ytd rite... i oso did i verh stup thing... i go talk to weng... lol... den den... we startedcrapping lor... den duno wad happened la... den he started talking abt joce...... AGAIN..... walau.... really fed up le la.... den he tok abt wad love crap... ya.. den he say wad i rebuke wad... hurhur.... in de end he finally had the THOUGHT of GIVING JOCE UP!!! omg... joce is gonna thank me lyk siao... lol... actually i helping both of them ma... joce dun lyk him den he still dun wanna let go... den joce is lyk getting so irritated...(think so) haha... wadeva... joce dun lyk him jiu shi le... ya... den he seems very ke lian oso... ya... actually i oso duno y i did dat lor... its not my problem at all ma... ya lor... y i care so much... so busybody sia... haiyo... but but... aiya... i dun butt in den feel very uneasy jiu dui le la... lol... feell so kpo... ya lor... i cant even settle my own feelings den go meddle wif others... haiyo... de mess will get greater lor... ya... jiu shi zhe yang ba..

weng is lyk so mad lor... after say try to give joce up den... aiya.. dun say le la... it is nv n will nv be true... i dun believe he can even give joce up la.. still say haf dat feeling.. haiyo so lame... how can de feeling come juz lyk dat la... lame la... mayb i shouldnt haf even tok to him la... haiyo... anw IT WILL NV BE TRUE! he juz say say oni lor...

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9:51 AM


Thursday, May 18, 2006

hais... im so dissapointedwif my results... B4 for english la.. can u believe it??? o my gawd lor... hais... den geog oso... hais...geog still can accept la..hais...den den den... i duno y when school finish i suddenly cry in class...lol...lyk a mdawoman..den hui min n xin min were lyk stunned to c me cry i think..haha...lol... den actually i cry awhile den stop le... lol..den at concourse i oso duno y... i cry again...wa...think i looked stupid la... lol..feel so pai seh..haha..summor i go sit on de floor to cry lor.. so aa.. lol... i cry cry awhile le den xin min go say some lame things..make me laugh den i dun cry le...lol.. xin min's lamery saved me..haha...lol... but i really duno wad happen to me la... suddenyl cry it all out...am i mad????? omg!! renice is mad!! haha...so lame... ya...liddat lor... actually im seriously not satisfied wif my grades lor.. oni 1 a1 leh.. den 2 b4 lor... de rest all a2...wlau... din really expect such bad results la... lol..dis sounds lyk my reflection!!!! haha... k la..shall stop here...

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9:16 PM


Monday, May 15, 2006

lollies!!! im bak again man!! haha lyk wadeva... lol...today was a okok day... we were lyk slacking for de whole day... so sian...wish exams werent over so soon...omggg..im so saddistic... but its true mah... after exam so sian de..evryone make so much noise..den wan sleep oso cant .. haha... jkjk.. i so guai de..whre will sleep in class... haiyo... lol..wadeva... dis year de june hols will b de scariest one throughout my whole damed life!!! got june camp la... so scary... lalala... but scared wad lor... oso wun die de... juz pump few times... get scolded few times... get frightened a few times(yea right.. as if i can endure these few times... xD) lala... but it wud be over soon la... den can go out wif si n co. but duno whre to go le... lol... same old places..bowling den movie den neo... hais...nvm la... we go out actually juz to c each other n catch up lo..oso not really go play de... lollies.. duno wadda heck im toking abt sia... anw...dis yr is gna b a longgggggg n slowwwwwwww n lameeeee year...judging by the progress of our 1e class outing n class comm bitches... hurhur...no offence xinmin...but i really cant stand our class commm!!! ya.. liddat lor... dunn wan say le... de more i say de more i feel dat they r so bitch!!! go talk to my ka chng!!!! buai!! muackies!!!

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8:54 PM


Thursday, May 11, 2006

sian...im blogging secretly in school...sian..tong tong is lyk walking around... so scared..haha... hey maths is lyk so lame la...i dun understand a shit..haha..i dun care la...
5 mins later..
haha mr tongie let us play the com.. OFFICALLY.. lolls..sian lo..ltr haf to go for french le... den kailynn say nex thur they going bak to cz to visit cher..budden i haf french..haiyo...sian... dun feel lyk saying anymore... gona explore de net..muahaha..lol..

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1:32 PM


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

BOO! exam finally finish le!!! haha! not sure if i did my best anort la...but at least i tried to do my best...loll...anw haf confidence in eng, h.chi, maths n ermm dun think any other subjs ba...geog is lyk crap... dun understand alort of things.. den sci is lyk some noe but duno how 2 explain la...hais..lyk wadeva...its alrdy over rite... time to chill aye?haha... time to worry about june camp... about out 1st assesment...about the FIRST AID TEST...its lyk on 27 may?? juz a day b4 my burfday la... sian lo...wadeva...now mus study 4 first aid test...sian... duno if i made a rite choice to stay in st john's...its a scary cca...lyk wadeva...i haf decided to stay in stjohn's 4 de nex 4 years!! weets!!

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12:12 PM


Sunday, April 30, 2006

hellos. its lyk 11:35 now...im so sian..cnnt sleep..shi mian sia...haiyo...went 2 read ppl blog..mostly nv update de..mayb coz of exams barrhs..
came bak frm malacca at arnd 6...so shagg...din buy anyth lo..hais.so disappointed..anw..it wasnt a veh good trip la..not veh fun..not veh clean..not veh interesting..VEH hot..ya..den 3h car ride..headache la..car sick..hais..rather stay at home n play..nicer n cosier..lolls..
duno wad 2 blog abt lo...life is getting boring by the day..........my burfday is coming aye?plan 2 celebrate wif joce dar n si hui mummy..n mayb ting-er(my les!!but joce is my dear les!!get it?)lol..so excited!!another 28 days ba...it ll pass veh quickly!!coz of e exams..hais..my aim is to get lowest b3..any lower i ll kill myself!!!argghh!!hahas...i haf faith in myself n my knowledge n clverness..(: i sound so bhb lo...hehs..
*yawns* im tired alrdy..budden dun feel lyk sleeping..nuttin 2 do la..evryone busy wif their own stuff..no1 tok 2 me..hais i so ke lian...

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11:36 PM


Friday, April 28, 2006

and so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
where we're gonna be when we turn 25
i keep thinking times will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we won't be coming back
no more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right now cause you don't have another day
cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
and i keep thinking of the night in june
i didn't know much of love
but it came too soon
and there was me and you
and then we got real blue
stay at home talking on the telephone
we'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
and this is how it feel

as we go on
we remember
all the times we
had together
and as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be
friends forever

so if we get the big jobs
and we make the big money
when we look back now
will our jokes still be funny?
will we still remember what we learned in school?
still trying to break every single rule
will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man?
can heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's a time to fly
and this is how it feels


la, la, la, la:
yeah, yeah, yeah
la, la, la, la:
we will still be friends forever

will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
can we survive it out there?
can we make it somehow?
i guess i thought this would never end
and suddenly it's like we're men and women
will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
will these memories fade when i leave this town?
i keep, i keep on thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's a time to fly










wow...this song is so meaningful..
i love u czps, 6 excellence!!!
miss u all so much...

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6:33 PM


sew up with threads of reason and regret
so i will not forget, i will not forget
how this felt one year six months ago
i know i cannot forget. I cannot forget

i'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
follow me there
a beautiful somewhere
a place that i can share with you

i can tell you don't know me anymore
it's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
and being on this road is anything but sure
maybe we'll forget, i hope we don't forget

i'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
follow me there
a beautiful somewhere
a place that i can share with you

so many nights, legs tangled tight
wrap me up in a dream with you
close up these eyes, try not to cry
all that i've got to pull me through is memories of you
memories of you
memories of you
memories of you

i'm falling into memories of you and the things we used to do
follow me there
a beautiful somewhere
a place that we can share
falling into memories of you and things we used to do

& our love goes round and round;
2:04 PM


Wednesday, April 26, 2006

sian...haiyo...tml language paper 1 le... still haven revise yet lo...haiyo...realli dun feel lyk studying lo.. actually plan not to come online de lo..but in e end oso did so..haiyo..

its a fucky day lo..duno y i so fucked up today la..suddenly feel so freaked up by e class lo..i was lyk bruning up inside la.. was lyk cursing e class comm...hais..den ap-ed.. sorry ppl..sorry xin min..din reply when u talked to me..really dam irritated lo..wad kinda class comm our class haf la..corrupted de..biased de..walau..i surely will run 4 monitress nx year la.. fan3 qing1 fu4 ming2.. hurhur..finally noe wads dao le..haiyo..min le siao de lo..say me n xin min dao him..haiyo..rne de ppl shi bu shi all so weird de nerhhs?hahas..
n dat freaking xin min hai le wo!!!!! test wad stupid effect la..now sq 2 de ppl all think real de.. den shiyuan say they gna tell da tou la..wlau u freako ass!!!!!urgghh..
woots..tml is lu huans birthday le..hmms..duno haf time t giv her e prezzie anot..mayb lo..xin min say she will hug me amanda n shiyuan..her reason is coz she has a feeling that lu huan is those easily bai gan dong de ren.. hurhur.. hope so ba..

im gna revise liaosss...must aim 4 e best!!cnnt let ms madhu n li lao shi down wor!! toodloos!!

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6:19 PM


what would it be like if we were still us?
would we still be communicating through chat and sms?
would we be talking on the phone about each others day?
would we be going on our 1st date?
would i get my 1st kiss?
would we make an impact in each others life?
would we miss each other after going out only the day before?
would we progress to love?
would we be each others motivation?
would we be each others strength?
would we be able to accept each others good and bad points?
would we long for ewach others presence?
would we feel each others sadness?
would we be shaken by any exterbal factors?
would we be broken up by any other people?
and most importantly..
would we feel for each other?
these things have been running through my mind over and over again..
i really have been thinking hard..
how would he affect my life..
if we were still us now..
how would my life be with him around..
would i still feel the bliss like before?
would i take it forgranted?
would i still see it precious?]
would i treasure him as much as i did last time?
i really really dont know..
wish i could find out..

perhaps its my own chracter that caused this ending..
perhaps its me who pressured him too much..
perhaps its my never ending questions..
perhaps its my doubts about him..
perhaps its my wilfulness..
perhaps its my wu liao-ness..
perhaps its my stupid reasons to get angry at him..
perhaps its my one sided thinking..
perhaps he doesnt think of us as wad i think us to be..
perhaps its our perspective of looking at us..
perhaps its our character that dont click..
perhaps..perhaps..
perhaps i really dont understand him..

& our love goes round and round;
5:30 PM


Monday, April 24, 2006

hehs.so long nv post liaos..haiyos..lyk i giv a dam..haha..lyk wadeva..

tday so sian lo..went 2 explore ahs wif ting wei after sch..hahas.trying 2 find a secret place 4 ourselves..but in the end decided dat there wasnt anywhre 4 us in ahs..sobz..hahas..diao~
wadeva lo..haiyo..i haf a dam toot cousin lo..hais..feel lyk vomiting blood..haiyo..lyk i giv a dam.. lol....
haiiiyooo....imm sssoooo sssiiiaaannn....im diao-ed...

hu can entertain meeeeeeee........

& our love goes round and round;
9:11 PM


Saturday, April 15, 2006

hahas.i went 2 take a personality test..dis is wad it shows..

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

lolls.dis is my beautiful house!!!duno y is all black lo..at 1st veh pretty derrhs..





hmms..u all shud take e test..go to: www.drawahouse.com

& our love goes round and round;
12:29 PM


im lyk so dam pissed nw can?dun lemme b jr den dun let la..no big lor..its nt as if i will die frm nt being it rite..u all haf warped reasoning la..hsr de noob even more noob den me oso can b..y cant i lor? u all juz being plain biased la.. n even if is hsr promotte himself its oso wrong wad..he so noob still dare 2 promote himself 2 jr..wad is dis la..come straight 2 e point..he sux big time!!piggy ass!!wadeva..cant stand dem being biased la..so wad if they sponosr?they shouldnt get special priviledges lor..haus..wadeva la..dun b den dun b lor..no big mahs..i wun pester any1 2 lemme b jr lerrs.. i might cause conflict btw me n e others..hais..hu cares..i shall giv up on jr le..

concluson: 1.nt being jr is no big..
2.hsr sux big time 4 nt lettin me b jr..piggy ass
3.im contradicting myself..

& our love goes round and round;
1:34 AM


Friday, April 14, 2006

lolls.. i love my new blog skin..hmms..shall find more nx time..hees..nw im gna add some music into it...hmms..

& our love goes round and round;
11:05 PM


hees.

& our love goes round and round;
11:03 PM


wadevaas

& our love goes round and round;
10:32 PM


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im born in SINGAPORE on the TWENTY-EIGHT MAY NINETEEN-NINETY-THREE.
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